Sindhu’s Diary – Chapter 1 (First Feel Of Love)

Hello readers, I have been a reader of this site for more than 2 years and I wanted to share my life story here. This might not be a regular sex story but a real incident that changed my life.

To introduce myself, I am Sruthi (name changed) from a town in Andhra Pradesh. While I am writing this story, my age is 29. I am ambivert in nature and like to make new friends. Being from a traditionally conservative family, I wasn’t open about my feelings that much.

In the hostel, I met my 2 best friends Ramya and Harshini. Ramya and Harshini were not only extroverts but also had tons of naughtiness. We got pretty close soon and shared a lot of things. These are the ones who introduced me to porn.

To be frank, I was very disgusted to watch 2 people having sex but eventually, it grew up on me. Slowly, I started enjoying the porn and used to masturbate in the bathroom or be alone.

We graduated and joined different engineering colleges in the same city. Coming from a girl’s college, it felt different and quite exciting. First-year, the college was good and was in a college hostel.

My senior (Vijay) had a huge crush on me and proposed to me in the first year. Being from a conservative family, I was not sure that my family was okay with a love marriage. So I kept on denying him. It felt so bad denying it but I didn’t wanna hurt him if things didn’t work out.

Being in the hostel, I did make some friends but not as close as Ramya and Harshini. Somehow, we convinced our parents that we will be day=scholars and stay in an apartment near the college.

We took a 3 bedroom apartment and set up everything for our new home. I was very excited to begin to be with my best friends with any warden. We enjoyed a lot of freedom and being together even though we were from different colleges.

Ramya and Harshini dropped a D bomb on me by revealing they all started dating and they all had experienced their first kiss. They started teasing me for being single. Ramya and Harshini used to share their experience with their boyfriends and I felt left out.

I started getting jealous and aroused at the same time, listening to their experiences. By the end of the 2nd year, they had both lost their virginity to their boyfriends, and hearing those experiences made me even hornier. I wanted to experience those feelings as well and I decided to keep my conservative thoughts aside.

The next day, I met my senior Vijay in a coffee shop. I accepted his proposal and told him about my conservative family to keep this relationship a secret until we figure out a way to convince my parents. I could see the joy in Vijay’s eyes and smiled a lot.

Soon after getting into the car, Vijay asked me for a kiss and that was my first kiss. I felt so happy and excited that night.

Vijay and I texted a lot and used to meet outside after college. Even though I was late in dating, I started getting a feeling of romance and pampering.

Since Vijay was one year senior to me, after graduation, he moved to the USA for MS. I felt very sad being apart but we used to keep in touch with WhatsApp and video calls. Somehow, I convinced my parents to pursue MS in the USA and landed in the same university as Vijay.

Vijay insisted on staying with him but I was a little shy to stay with other guys. But Vijay found me an apartment near his place with other girls. It was just like in B Tech but with a lot of freedom.

Vijay stayed with me all the time and we used to sleep together. Even though we hadn’t had sex, we were still very romantic. My boyfriend asked to have sex but I turned him down many times. I know he was disappointed but I was still shy to have sex. I could see the disappointment but Vijay never forced me.

Among Ramya and Harshini, I was very close to Ramya. One day, I called Ramya and discussed Vijay. Deep in my heart, I wasn’t sure about marrying Vijay. There was a doubt and that was the reason for my being intimate with him.

After talking to Ramya, Ramya said pre-marital sex wasn’t a big deal and she said If I loved him, then don’t think about the boundaries. After talking to her, I decided to love him completely.

I planned a trip on this birthday to make it memorable for both of us. I packed his favorite lingerie and a pack of condoms for the trip. The destination was 2 hours from our place.

After driving to the hotel, I got freshen up and asked my boyfriend to get freshen up. By the time he got freshened up, I wore his favorite lingerie and lay on the bed with him.

He was shocked for some time to see me in just lingerie. He jumped on the bed and started smooching me wildly. After smooching for almost 10 minutes, I showed him the condoms and he was excited to see them. He quickly got naked and also made me naked.

This was the first time we saw each other naked completely. We both started to feel our naked bodies. He was fondling my boobs a little bit harder than usual. I started kissing his chest. He was sucking my boobs.

After about 15 minutes of vigorous fucking, it was time for insertion. Apart from that, I felt excited and the other part felt scared. He then came on top of me in a missionary position and tried to enter me but wasn’t successful.

While trying to enter me, my boyfriend came in the middle and he rested for some time. After gaining his erection back, we tried it again with a new condom but still, weren’t successful.

After 4 hours in the hotel, we couldn’t have a successful penetration! At that point, Vijay was very disappointed and frustrated. We stopped trying and ordered some food.

Vijay went out to pick up the food and in the meantime, I couldn’t see him disappointed on this birthday. So I called Ramya and asked for tips since I didn’t have much experience in sex. Ramya gave me a few tips in terms of position and angle.

Vijay reached home and I was still naked laying under a blanket. We both ate the food and started watching a random movie on TV. While watching the movie, I slowly whispered, “Vijay, do you wanna try it again?”

While whispering, I slowly moved my hand on his dick and started massaging it. He immediately got horny and started smooching again. I asked my lover to finger me and I felt a little pain. After fingering, he then attempted insertion. This time, I asked him to make a hard push. Finally, he was inside me and I shouted in pain!

Vijay slowly started the movement and he came in just 2 minutes. It was painful and short sex but it felt good for some reason.

Vijay wanted to try again but I was not in a position to try for another round. After the first sex, we both felt good and hugged each other and slept like babies. The next day morning, we had a little bit of romance and returned to our home.

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