Maine bas FY ki exam khatam ki thi aur aage kya karna hai pata nahi tha. Mujhe humesha se performance ka shauk chadha tha. Mujhe laga tha ki main actress ban sakti hu. Dikhne mein toh main thi kafi khubsurat, har koi kehta tha. Dad mere peeche pade the ki TY khatam karke MBA karne jisme mujhe interest nahi hai.
Par mujhe media field mein jaane ka bohut shauk tha. Maine unhe bataya nahi ki mujhe actress banna hai. Who kabhi nahi maante. Isliyee unhone mujhe unke ek dost ke paas bheja jo ek TV serial ke set pe production head hai. Main kafi kam baar unse mili thi.
Woh dad ke itne bhi kareebe dost nahi the.Woh bas kabhi kabar ghar pe aate the jab main chhoti thi. Jab se unko TV mein production head ka kaam mila tha woh kafi busy ho gaye the. Aur unka ghar aana bhi band ho gaya tha. Unse milne ke pehle dad ne kai baar unse meri phone pe baat karwayi.
Unhone mujhe puchha mere interests kya hai. Maine bataya ki mere interests kafi saare hai. Dad nahi chahte the ki main uss field mein jaau kyuki woh field ladkiyo ke liye unsafe hai aisa unka manna hai. Par main kaha maanti. Isliye jab dad ke samjhaane par main nahi maani toh unhone meri meeting unn uncle se karayi.
Meeting fix karwayi thi 2 baje ki. Maine ek white linen top aur blue jeans pehen li. Fir dad unke yaha par le kar gaye. Uncle mujhe dekh kar kafi shocked the.Unhone expect nahi kiya tha ki main itni badi ho jaungi. Unhone dad se kaha, “Yeh toh kafi badi ho gayi hai. Acting vacting ke baare mein soch rahi ho?”
Dad ne kaha,”Wohi use inn cheezo ka bhoot chadha hai. Tum zara dekho iska kya kar sakte hai. Glamour dekhke bachhe jaate hai. Par life itni glamourous nahi hoti media mein inhe samajh nahi aata.”
Unhone dad ko reassure kiya,”Arre aap tension mat lo. Humari Sanju samajhdar aur talented hai. Uska main khayal rakhunga.” Dad fir office ke liye nikal gaye. Unhone uncle se kaha ki mujhse baat kar le. Actually dad isliye rukna nahi chahte the ki woh jaante the main unke saamne khul ke baat nahi kar sakti.
Jaate samay unhone aur uncle ne darwaaze ke yaha kuchh khusurpusur ki. Main jaanti thi dad chahte the ki uncle mujhe media mein job pursue na karne ke liye convince kare. Par main bhi ziddi thi. Chahe kitna bhi daraye main nahi darne wali thi. Finally uncle dad ko darwaze par chhodkar aa gaye.
Aur mujhse cold drink ke liye puchha. Main kaha haan. Unke office mein kitchen wala section tha, do couch the, ek bean bag, main office table aur chairs. Andar washroom bhi tha. Unka office chahal pehel wala nahi tha. Infact sirf wohi the office mein. Aur ek office boy.
Chhota tha office. Par achha tha jitna bhi tha. Maine jaisa socha waisa bilkul nahi tha. Kafi comfortable tha. Mujhe laga receptionist wagairah hogi par nahi thi. Unhone glass mein Thums Up laaya aur mere saamne baith gaye. Uncle ne grey formal shirt with black stripes pehna tha aur black trousers pehni thi.
Unhone haat ke sleeves fold kiye the. Haath mein bracelet aur gale mein sone ki chain. Uncle ki umar kuchh 45 thi. Par kafi fit aur young dikhte the. Bachpan ki yaado mein woh mujhe kafi patle se yaad aate the. Par abhi unhone achhi khaasi fit body banayi thi. Mere dad ki umar 50 thi par kafi old dikhte the.
Uncle ne mujhe dekhte hue badi se smile dete hue kaha ki, “Mujhe yakin nahi ho raha ki tum Sanju ho. Kitni badi aur khoobsurat ho gayi ho.” maine sharmate hue “Thanks” kaha. Woh mujhe bachpan ke mere kisse sunane lage ki main kitni sharmeeli thi. Mujhe kuchh yad nahi tha. Main bas awkwardly has rahi thi.
Uncle: Tumhe kuchh yaad nahi? Main ghar aata tha utna toh yaad hu?
Main: Of course uncle. Par aap tabhi kafi patle se the. Abhi aap alag dikhte ho.
Uncle: Achha ya bura?
Main: Of course accha. Aap kafi young dikhte ho.
Who hase aur bole, “Arre beta kya kahu iss field mein khud ko fit rakhna padta hai. Tabhi log notice karte hai.”
Maine unse puchha aunty kaisi hai. Toh unhone kaha ki woh abb zyaada tar gaon mein hi rehti hai. Uncle ke mom dad bohut hi old the. Unka ghar Kanpur mein tha, unki dekh baal karne ke liye aunty gaon mein reh rahi thi. Maine unse puchha yaha par akele woh bore nahi hote.
Uncle: Kaha beta? Kaam se fursat mile toh na. Bachhe bhi kaam mein busy main bhi kaam mein busy. Ghar sirf sone ke liye jaata hu.
Uncle ke do bete the, jisme se ek jo 25 saal ka tha jo dusre TV show pe associate director tha. Aur dusra abhi apna TY complete kar chuka tha aur casting mein kabhi kabhi uncle ki mada karta tha. Uncle UP se hone ke wajah se unki shaadi jaldi ho chuki thi aur unke bete kafi bade the.
Uncle: Tum batao. Tum kya kya karti ho?
Main: Abhi B.Com kar rahi hu. First year khatam hua.
Uncle: Aur extra curricular activities?
Main: Mujhe dance ka bada shauk hai. Maine ek-do events mein bhi perform kiya hai.
Uncle: Kaunsa dance perform?
Main: Western. Other than that films dekhna, gaana aur creative cheezein karna kafi pasand hai mujhe. Isliye isme jaana hai.
Uncle: Par media mein kya karna chahogi?
Main: Kuchh bhi.
Uncle: Kuchh bhi? Arre media mein kitne saare cheeze karne ko hai. Theek se batao.
Main: (jhijak ke) Acting.
Toh unhone encouraging tarah se waah kaha.
Uncle: Par yeh field kafi difficult hai. Bohut mushkil hai isme ghusna.
Main: Haan jaanti hu.
Uncle: Aur kya kya aata hai?
Main: Swimming aur thoda bohut yoga.
Uncle: Tabhi tum itni fit ho. Good. Yeh sab hai toh achhi baatein par beta itni si cheezo se tumhe koi actress nahi banayega, tum mein bohut saare talents hone chahiye. Tumne kabhi kisi short film mein acting ki hai?
Main: Nahi.
Uncle: Dekho acting mein kafi zyaada struggle hai. Unko late late shifts karni padti hai, family se dur rehna padta hai, apne aapka bohut khayal rakhna padta
Main yeh sun ke niraash ho gayi. Uncle ne notice kiya.
Uncle: Arre beta yeh saari glamorous cheezein jo TV pe dikhti hai, uske peeche ki struggle kya hai woh nahi pata. Itna hard work hai ki tum kar nahi paogi.
Main: Main kar sakti hu uncle.
Uncle: Arre itna aasaan nahi hai. Tum kabhi apni family se duur rahi ho anjaan logo ke beech mein 12-12 ghante kaam karke?
Main: Nahi.(niraash ho ke)
Uncle: Toh fir? Kaise kar paogi yeh sab?
Main: Mujhe mauka milega toh main karungi uncle. Bas ek chance mile, at least try kar sakti hu.
Uncle: Pakka? Bohut mushkil hoga.
Main: Yes uncle. I promise.
Uncle: Theek hai dekhte hai. Baat karke dekhta hu agar tumhe koi internship deta hai toh.
Main: Aap jis program pe kaam karte ho, waha koi opening nahi hai?
Uncle: Arre pagal. Humara show kolhapur mein shoot hota hai. Waha itni garmi mein gharwalo se dur tum reh nahi paogi.
Main chup baithi. Tabhi uncle ka landline baja. Aur woh uthaane gaye. Toh unka dhakka mere haath ko laga aur saara cold drink mere boobs pe gir gaya.Unhone sorry sorry kehke mujhe waha pada hua napkin paas kiya.Uncle ne call uthaya.
Mera white top puri tarah se daag se cover ho gaya. Main jaldi se bathroom ki taraf gayi. Aur andar ke mirror mein dekh ke apne t-shirt ko upar se wipe karne lagi. Par woh kafi gila tha. Mera pura breast area bheeg gaya tha.Aur meri black bra dikhayi de rahi thi.
Main kisi bhi cheez se cover nahi kar paa rahi thi.Toh maine apne baal khol diye. Aur aise hi aake baith gayi. Uncle abhi bhi call pe the. Unhone finally call kata aur meri taraf mude.Unka expression suddenly change ho gaya.
Uncle: Tum khule baal mein kafi khubsurat dikhti ho.
Main: Thank you uncle.
Uncle: Toh main kya keh raha tha. Humara show period show hai Uske liye waha bada set create kiya hai. Pura crew peechle 6 mahine se wahi reh raha hai Main bhi wahi rehta hu,hafte mein ek haad baar Mumbai aata hu.
Main baate sunte hue bina realise kiye apne baal peeche kar diye. Uncle baat karte karte ruk gaye. Unki aankhein meri chest pe atki hui thi.Woh mere liye uncle the toh maine waise socha nahi. Maine unhe sawaal puchha just in case woh zone out hog aye ho,
Main: Itne saare log kaha rehte hai waha?
Uncle: (aankein meri boobs pe fixed) Saari crew ko ek hotel mein thehraaya hai. Main mere bungalow pe rehta hu. Kuchh producers bhi rehte hai mere saath. Unhone finally meri aankhon mein dekha. Unki aankhon mein ek alag hi look tha iss baar. Pyaas bhara.
Main: Okay,(silence ko break karne ke liye) Kafi interesting hoga na.
Uncle: (meri boobs ko dekhte hu) Bohut.
Woh chup chap peete rahe. Woh jab chal kar paas aaye tab dekha toh unke pant mein tent tha. Maine fir se zyaada socha nahi.
Uncle: Kaam karogi mere saath?
Main: Yes uncle of course!
Uncle: Soch lo, itni dur aana padega. No friends aur family. Bohut mehnat karni padegi.
Main: Yes uncle, main kuchh bhi karungi. Bas aapko disappoint nahi karungi.
Uncle: Pakka? Soch lo. Yeh aasaan kaam nahi hai. Tumhe waha pe actress nahi bana sakta main directly. Uske liye tum ready nahi ho. Uske liye tumko kafi training karni padegi.
Main: Yes uncle. Aap jo bolo main woh karungi.
Uncle: Soch lo. Main tumhe bachhi ki tarah treat nahi karunga. Koi bhi nahi karega. Sab log tumse kasrat karwayenge aur tumhe mehnat karni padegi. Koi special treatment nahi milegi.
Main: Yes uncle. Not a problem.
Uncle: (haste hue) Arre na samajh. Tum bohut innocent ho. Tum abhi sab cheezo ke liye haan bol rahi ho par tabhi ro padogi. Ghar jaao shaanti se socho aur bataao.
Main: (shaanti se) Okay.
Uncle: Film industry ka atmosphere family friendly nahi hota Sanju. Bohut tough hota. Tumhe bohut tough hona padega. Koi bhi kuchh kahega, aur audition toh tum de hi nahi paogi. Talented se talented log bhaag jaate hai. Tumhari family kafi simple hai woh nahi accept karenge.
Main: Uncle main try toh kar sakti hu. Maine ghar pe bataya nahi hai ki mujhe acting karni hai. Woh nahi manenge. Maine bas kaha hai ki mujhe assist karna hai kisiko.
Uncle: Haan beta par main toh hu tumhare daddy ka dost. Tumhe kuchh ho gaya, unhe kuchh pasand nahi aaya toh woh pakdenge toh mujhe hi na?
Main: Nahi uncle. Main grown up hu. Main sambhaal sakti hu. Chaahe kitna bhi difficult ho main ghar pe nahi bataungi.
Uncle: Pakka?
Main: Haan uncle.
Uncle: Dekhte hai. Tum aaj ghar jaao aur shaanti se socho. Yeh mera number lo. Jo kuchh bhi decide kar lo. Mujhe call karke batana. Fir main tumhare daddy se baat karta hu.
Maine haan kehte hue card liya aur uth gayi.
Main: Thank you uncle.
Uncle ne mujhe ek shawl di stain cover karne ke liye. Maine fir se thank you kaha. Uncle ne mujhe ek tight hug kiya. Aur meri aankhon mein dekha aur kaha soch ke batana. Fir unhone mujhe gaal pe kiss kiya. Main sharma ke nikal gayi.
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