Fucking My Ex-Boyfriend During Lockdown

It’s strange what lockdown can do to you. When you can try really hard to pull your life together and change the way you are, sometimes loneliness will bring the person inside you.

This is not just a sex story. It’s about how I couldn’t control myself. It’s about how my hormones took control of my life and changed it, probably forever. From being a happy girl with a smart and loving boyfriend, I became a girl who couldn’t keep it inside her pants for 2 months without cheating. To be exact, it wasn’t cheating.

Talking about myself, My name is D. I am an MBA student. A little chubby and dark brown skin complexion like a fucking caramel chocolate. My tight, big and round ass made me popular in high school and college. I had no problem in flaunting it. I always liked the teasing and comments I get for my ass.

My sex life was open and adventurous. I never settled for one person. I was a floating fleabag who moved from one person to another. And I liked living like that.

Tinder was my most used app. I had no shame in wanting a different man when I got bored with his dick. Sex was a need than a want. I bunked college for 3 days straight to have sex at my guy’s apartment, jumped hostel walls to have sex, and had a lot of quickies in college bathrooms.

The freedom to have sex with whoever you want was the ultimate freedom to ask. But everything changed when I met Rohit. I fell in love for the first time. I invested in it because I want a stable future and a guy I can depend on. I guess you want that when you start growing.

It was hard for the first few months, but my boyfriend Rohit was good in bed. So that helped. Our sex lives were so good that I didn’t want another guy.

Things went smoothly for almost a year and a half. Everything changed quickly when pandemic happened. The thirsty and hungry girl inside me was hard to control but I did my best. I wanted my boyfriend after all.

We used to have sex chats and video calls. We satisfied ourselves through the internet. But nothing is more pleasurable than a hard, thick, brown and dark dick moving in and out of you quickly and fast! I stayed loyal for a month. But things were getting out of hands. I wanted to stop lying to myself.

One month into the lockdown, my ex-boyfriend John started texting me. He was one of my early partners. I was with him when I was at the peak of my horny life.

We began texting and this soon escalated to flirting. He talked about our old days and this made me more horny than being with Rohit for some reason!

My breath became heavy every time my ex-boyfriend called. I could see myself wanting to fuck him. Also, the idea of cheating on my boyfriend turned me on so much that every time John called, my pussy became instantly wet!!

From my laughs and behavior, he also figured out that my juices were overflowing and it needed a hand, tounge, and a dick to keep it under control. I stopped texting back my bf Rohit, when John was flirting with me. This soon changed to some real and hot sexting.

We started talking about how it would be if we got back together again. The steamy, sweaty fuck and the way he described it made me want his hands to hold my thighs and fuck me well and hard. I was losing it day by day.

This was not going well for me, but I had to choose. I wanted Rohit, but at the same time, I wanted to satisfy myself. Both were a priority for me. So I decided to come clean. I called my boyfriend Rohit and explained to him my situation.

I opened up to him and told him that I wanted sex and I had to go for John. Rohit cannot travel because he lives in Mumbai and I lived near Banglore. My only nearest guy was my ex-boyfriend John who lived in the same locality and he lived alone in his dad’s apartment. John was pretty fucking rich.

Rohit got mad at me for a few days and I didn’t have the patience to wait for it. I called my John and told him that I was coming over. I told my parents I was going to stay at my friend Shwetha’s house who always covered for me before. Every time I got drunk and ended up in some guy’s bed, she used to handle it

I went to my ex-bf’s place, he opened the door and I jumped on him. I pushed him to the chair, made him sit and took his dick out and started blowing it. Ah! The feeling of a wet salty brown, long, thick penis in my mouth was so refreshing. I had been wanting that for a long time.

I blew my ex-boyfriend so hard that he came in my mouth. I happily swallowed it.

I wanted his dick inside me as soon as possible, but he wasn’t done. He opened my top, but kept me on my knees, pushed me to the wall, and fucked my mouth. It was so painful as it touched my inner tongue and throat. This time, I didn’t have to swallow, but it went straight inside.

He then took me to his bedroom and started fucking – no condom or any sort of protection. It was not lovemaking or passionate intercourse. It was pure animalistic fucking that was hard and rough!

My ex held my waist and big butt as he fucked his way inside my pussy with his long dark brown meat. God! That feeling was so fucking priceless. His dick was so big and strong that it made me cum very fast. (Think about that vaginal orgasm. I am pretty sure most women don’t experience it. I didn’t get that with Rohit.)

John fucked me for an hour straight we both kept cumming again and again.

I stayed with him for two days straight and hardly had time to make food. We fucked in the kitchen, while showering, and even in his balcony at night with open windows! My big butt got enough slaps at that time and I think some guy on the road saw my swinging boobs with big nipples. That turned me on even more.

I didn’t tell any of this to Rohit. But I decided I should. When I finally decided to talk to him, surprisingly Rohit allowed me to have sex. But just one time and that too with John. He said this should be just a one-time thing and we will get back together when we are back on campus. I was so happy.

Even though my body was tired and weak after 2 days of rough fucking, I decided to stay more. I went home, stayed for two days, and came back again to John’s place. Ever since that, I have been staying at John’s place every weekend whenever I wanted fucking.

Rohit was not that happy but he felt turned on when he knew I fucked John after he told. I even video called him and showed my face while I was getting fucked.

My sex life had now evolved to a whole new level. I don’t know how it will be when I get back on campus. If I’ll want Rohit or go back to, finding more guys. I honestly don’t know what I want or what I should.

I’m writing this story so that I get some feedback and advice on how to deal with my future and what should I be doing. I’m not sure how Rohit would treat me after we get back. So reply with your feedback and advice to me on [email protected] (fake ID obviously)