I am 5’10”, well built, and fair, but I was always shy and never had a girlfriend.
This all happened when I was in my second year of engineering. The girl in the story is Nandu, my aunt’s daughter, who was one year younger than me – 19 at the time. She was just starting to grow up and become a woman.
We never had any feelings for each other before. She used to visit her grandmother twice a year and stay for about two weeks. That’s the only time we met. We would play a lot and tease each other with nicknames. Our parents would stop us sometimes because she was coming of age.
One day, we went to a movie with three other people. We sat next to each other in the empty theater. I was on the far left; she was right next to me. The lights were dimmed, and not many people were there since the movie had come out more than a month ago.
Our hands accidentally touched, and neither of us pulled away. I kept my hand there and didn’t move. Slowly, we held hands and focused on the movie. My heart was beating fast, and I started feeling something for my cousin.
With some courage, I moved my elbow slightly until it touched her left breast. I looked at her, but she was still watching the movie. I kept my elbow there and gently started moving it around her breast. She didn’t react. After a while, I noticed she leaned just a bit closer to me. I took it as a yes and went further.
Slowly, I moved my left hand toward her right breast. Even though Nandu was skinny, she had good-sized breasts – maybe a 32. Because she was so slim, her breasts looked even more visible. When she wore T-shirts, her breasts would stand out against her flat belly.
I started touching her right breast with my knuckles, then with my fingertips. Then I cupped her breast and didn’t take my hand away. I looked over at her quickly, and she was still focused on the movie. But inside, I knew she wanted more. I pressed and caressed her breast for about 30 minutes. Our hands stayed together the whole time.
When I pinched her nipple lightly through her shirt, she gripped my hand tightly. Her nipple was small and hard to find, but I played with it for around five minutes. Suddenly, the lights came on for intermission. We let go and I asked her what she wanted to eat during the break. I bought popcorn and drinks for everyone.
As soon as the movie started again, I wasn’t interested in it anymore. I went back to what I was doing before, but this time, I slid my hand inside her dress. It was safer that way — no one could see. I started fondling her breasts and the soft skin around her belly.
It was the first time I touched bare skin, and it felt amazing for both of us. She helped me by pulling down her bra a little so I could feel her breasts bare. I found her nipple and gently played with it between my fingers. I wanted to kiss her so badly, but couldn’t risk it since there were people and strangers around.
Near the end of the movie, there was a kissing scene. My hand was still inside her dress, playing with her breasts, and we looked at each other during the scene. That was the first time she made eye contact with me during the whole movie.
I was staring at her lips and wished I could kiss her then and there, but people started leaving, and the lights came on. I took my hand out from inside her dress, and she adjusted herself.
On the way back home, after sending the others inside the house, I held her waist and pulled her close. I kissed her for the first time. It was brief but amazing. We stopped quickly because of fear and went back to our homes.
The very next day, she told her parents she had some project work and she needed to go to an internet cafe for research. She also asked them that she needs my help as she doesn’t know this town much.
I was called into her home and asked to take her to the cafe. I took her to a cafe a little far from my home and we both sat in a cabin. There, we had full privacy for each other, but I was reluctant to make another move as it was in broad daylight.
She actually didn’t have any work. Rather, it was just an excuse to meet me privately. I asked her to complete her project work. She just scrolled through some of her study work and said it’s completed within 10 minutes. We still had a lot of time left.
She just opened her Facebook account and kept scrolling. I took some courage and held her right hand over the mouse and started scrolling. My left hand slowly moved towards her waist and held it over her T-shirt. It was so slim and fit perfectly into my hand.
I lifted it a little so that I could feel her bare skin. I found her belly button and played with it. She found it ticklish and laughed. I removed my hand suddenly due to fear. She took my hand and placed it at the same spot again.
By then, I had full confidence and a green signal from her. I moved my hand upwards and found her breast. I inserted my hand from below her bra and started feeling her bare breasts.
We both knew what we were doing was wrong, but couldn’t stop it. All this time, we were still watching the computer screen and not each other.
While still playing with her breasts, I played some romantic songs without audio on YouTube, which was softcore romance. We looked at each other and started kissing. This time, there was no fear of getting caught.
We immersed ourselves in each other. We hugged for the first time; my hand was still inside her t-shirt. We kissed for about 10 minutes. We heard a sound outside from the cafe owner and stopped and adjusted ourselves.
We left the cafe after some time with full of memories and first experiences. We both were happy, and with a little guilt that we were not supposed to do what we did.
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In the next part, I will explain how we watched a movie on a laptop when no one was at home.