I’m Neel, a 25-year-old bottom from Mumbai. I’m tall and lean with a bubble butt, and I still have some twink years left before I turn into a twunk. I’m very active on Grindr. But apart from hookups, I have also made some really good friends from Grindr, like my best friend Sahil. Sahil and I are both bottoms, so we never got involved sexually. We ended up becoming close friends.
It was a Saturday. Sahil called me over for a house party that night at his place. Sahil stays in a 3 BHK flat, which he shares with two other flatmates, Ankit and Shashank. His flatmates are also chill, and I often hang out with them over drinks.
That day, one of Ankit’s close friends from Chennai was visiting Mumbai. His name is Rohit. Rohit and Ankit used to be roommates during their hostel days. Rohit now helps with his family business in Chennai and was visiting Mumbai for some meetings. The house party that day was for Rohit. I went to their place by 8 PM. Sahil had also invited two girls, Isha and Shalaka, who were his friends from work. It was me, Sahil, Isha, Shalaka, Shashank, his girlfriend, Ankit, and Rohit at the house party.
When I reached there, Rohit was still working on something in Ankit’s room. I met everyone else, and we started with drinks. As the first round of drinks was over, Rohit joined us. Wow! He looked so damn hot! Tall, dark, very beefy, and with a sharp jawline covered in a thick beard, his biceps were popping out of the sleeves of his T-shirt. He was wearing shorts, and his massive thighs were making the shorts very tight. I leaned over to Sahil and said, “My god! Rohit is a beast! My kind of man!”
“Keep it in your pants, Neel,” Sahil said.
“He is as straight as a guy can be. I have hung out with him the last few days and can tell you for sure he’s into girls. Who do you think suggested I invite some of my female friends tonight?” Sahil followed.
Despite Sahil’s disclaimer, I couldn’t help lusting over Rohit. I got up with an excuse to grab some snacks and purposely sat next to Rohit. I started making small talk with Rohit. He was very funny, or perhaps I was laughing at his jokes more than others. As we had more drinks, my confidence also went up. I started showering Rohit with compliments. I don’t think I was thinking straight. At one point, my flirting was so evident that Sahil had to pull me aside and tell me to control myself. I also didn’t want to make the situation awkward, even though it was just harmless flirting. I honestly thought, “What’s the problem! I’m just giving him compliments!” But Sahil felt I was being too obvious.
It was now almost 2 AM. All of us were super drunk. Shashank and his girlfriend were the first to leave for their bedroom. In another 15-20 minutes, Isha and Shalaka also said they were feeling sleepy.
Sahil had three friends there, and all four of us couldn’t have fit in his bedroom. So, he offered the girls to take his bed and offered me to sleep on an extra mattress in his room. Out of politeness, I said he should sleep on the mattress, and that I’m fine with sleeping on the sofa in the living room. That was it… The party got over… everyone went to their rooms. Ankit and Rohit also went to Ankit’s room to sleep. And I made myself comfortable on the sofa.
Suddenly the night started feeling quieter. Till now, there was so much music and chatter; this silence felt too much. Despite being very drunk, I was struggling to fall asleep. The sofa was fairly comfortable, but I could not stop thinking about Rohit. As I was tossing and turning on the sofa, I suddenly heard a sound coming from the kitchen. Given the silence before this, the sound startled me. I looked at my phone to check the time. It was past 3 AM. “Who else is up so late?” I thought to myself. I got up from the sofa and went to the kitchen to check.
“Can’t sleep, bro?” Rohit said…
Oh, fuck, it was Rohit. He had gotten up to have some water.
“Yeah, man… I don’t know why… it must be the sofa,” I said, even though the sofa wasn’t the problem. “You also can’t sleep?” I asked Rohit.
“Yeah, bro… I was expecting to party through the night. We ended it too early. Don’t feel like sleeping just yet.”
“Same… I didn’t think I was going to sleep here tonight. Didn’t even bring any night clothes; have to sleep in my pants now.”
“If we are both not sleepy and both want to party, why not have more drinks?”
“Just the two of us?”
“Why not! A party of two,” Rohit said while chuckling.
I went back to the sofa; Rohit came behind me carrying two glasses of gin and tonic.
I took a sip; it was too strong! Rohit said only that much gin was left, so he emptied the bottle in our drinks.
We were sitting next to each other drinking, but there wasn’t much talking this time. Apart from basic small talk, I was struggling to have a conversation with Rohit. Maybe earlier in a group setting it was easier to interact. Now, it was just awkward since it’s only the two of us.
A few minutes went by in just silence and us sipping our drinks. Finally, Rohit broke the silence.
“What happened? You were talking so much earlier. And now you have nothing to say?” Rohit asked
“Haha… technically we have just met. Maybe that’s why.”
“Well, that didn’t stop you from flirting with me earlier.” Rohit said in a mischievous tone.
“Omg, you noticed that!”
“How could I not notice? Nobody has ever told me before that my biceps are bigger than your face,” he said while laughing.
“Damn… I’m so sorry if I made you uncomfortable.”
“Chill, bro… Who doesn’t like getting compliments? That too, such creative compliments. Like when you said I could crack a watermelon between my thighs. Hehe”
“Oh wow… so you were hearing all of it. I thought I wasn’t audible in all the noise. Anyway, it was the drinks talking.”
“Only the drinks talking? You didn’t mean it?”
“I mean… I would’ve thought about it even without the drinks, but wouldn’t have said it.. hehe”
“Lol… if we don’t have anything else to talk about, you can just continue with your compliments maybe.”
“Hehe… I think I pretty much complimented you on everything. I need to think of more material,” I said while grinning.
Rohit got up from his place and flexed his biceps.
“I don’t mind more compliments on these. I’ve worked really hard on them.”
Damn! Now I was seeing his biceps more clearly. I could see his veins popping through them as he was flexing.
“Can I touch them?” I asked.
Rohit only nodded in agreement.
I started feeling his biceps. My God! They were so big and tight! I was extremely turned on now.
“Wow… you have an amazing physique. Not just the biceps… your chest is also so broad.”
Rohit leaned back a bit. I thought he was not okay with me feeling his biceps. But to my surprise, he took off his T-shirt instead.
“See… now you have new material to compliment,” he said.
I couldn’t resist; my hand went straight to his chest without asking him. But I quickly realized and took my hand back.
“It’s ok… I don’t mind.” Rohit said
I started feeling his chest now. He had such a broad, hairy chest. I could get a hint of his musk. I slowly moved my hand from his chest to his abs. He didn’t have washboard abs. He’s a thick guy. But I think that made him hotter.
“I wish I had a body like yours,” I said under my breath.
“You have a different build than me. But it’s good only. I’m sure the guys you meet must be going crazy for you,” he said.
“Yeah… I do have the right ass-ets” I said with a smile.
“Really? Let me see,” Rohit said.
I was thinking, “What is going on! Is this really happening! Or am I just dreaming?” Whatever it is, I didn’t want it to stop.
I got up from my place, removed my T-shirt, turned around, and took off my pants while bending down. I lingered in that position for a little longer, pretending to struggle to take off my pants. But really I was just showing off my ass. As I was bent over, I could feel a touch on my ass. Rohit was caressing it. It made me shiver with excitement.
“Damn… you are so smooth. Your ass is better than even girls,” Rohit said while cupping my ass in his palms.
He held me by my arms and pulled me closer; made me sit on his lap. I was fully naked, and he was only wearing shorts. His hand was still on my ass and mine was on his chest. We were looking at each other so intensely!
“Your lips are also very juicy,” I said.
Rohit took my hint and started coming closer. We could feel each other’s breaths now. We were both breathing heavily, but he was still not landing the kiss. I thought if something is to happen between us, he should want it. He should ask for it. I didn’t want to make an advance only for him to pull back. So, I kept staring into his eyes. Touching his chest… breathing in his breath… At this point we were so close, our lips were almost touching. “Fuck it,” Rohit said and finally landed his lips on mine.
It was heavenly! We started making out. It was like an energy was flowing through his body into mine. While kissing, he grabbed my hand, pulled it away from his chest, and kept it on his dick. Damn… I could feel the shape of his dick through his shorts. It was so thick and long! I stopped kissing, got up from his lap, and got down on my knees. He knew what was going to happen next. He pulled down his shorts. As soon as his shorts came off, a massive black cobra bounced out of it like it was waiting to be freed.
Wow! What a beautiful dick! It was mesmerizing! I started feeling his dick around my cheeks. Next, I took a nice whiff of his musk, kissed on his thighs and started stroking his dick. Rohit was moaning now, waiting in anticipation of me taking his tool in my mouth. I could see him getting more and more turned on. I first licked only the tip. “Fucking hell,” Rohit moaned… Now he was fully there… In one big stroke, I took his entire dick in my mouth. I started sucking it like my life depended on it.
Suddenly, Rohit grabbed my hair and pulled me back to stop. I was staring right into his eyes. “You’ll make me cum already,” he said while tightening his grip on my hair. “Do you want me to stop?” I asked in a faint voice.
“I didn’t say that, babe”… fuck… Rohit went from bro to babe! Just hearing that word made me turned on even more.
Rohit got up from his seat… pointed me to stay on my knees. He grabbed my hair again and slapped his dick on my cheeks.
“Aah,” I moaned.
“Did you like that?”
“Yes.”
He held my hair in one hand, grabbed his dick in the other, and thrust it in my throat. His dick was going fully inside as he fucked my mouth. I was gagging, grasping for breath, but also loving it. He must’ve fucked my mouth nonstop for the next 10 minutes. And then, he pulled out again.
“Damn! Fuck!” He exclaimed as he tried to stop from cumming.
He grabbed me from behind this time. Made me climb on the sofa with my back towards him. He started caressing my ass again.
“Mmmh,” I moaned as he started slapping my ass.
“Your ass jiggles when I slap,” he said.
“Then you can slap it some more,” I said.
He spanked me hard two more times. I was fully expecting him to fuck me now. But he stopped, just stepped back, wore his shorts, and went into the bedroom. I was so confused. Is this it? Did he freak out with the thought of fucking a guy? Did I do something wrong? My mind was flooded with thoughts. A sense of disappointment started seeping in. I just stayed like that on the sofa with my ass up, thinking about what could’ve happened. As I started thinking about wearing back my clothes, I felt a touch again.
“Ummm,” I moaned as a cold, wet finger touched my hole. I turned my head to see. It was Rohit.
“I thought you left,” I said.
“How can I leave without fucking this beautiful ass? I went in to get lube and condoms. But couldn’t find both. So, it took some time. I could only find this moisturizer,” Rohit said.
“And a condom?”
“That we still don’t have…”
“Oh damn… I don’t want to do it without the condom.”
“Hmm, maybe I can just finger you,” Rohit said while pushing his finger inside my hole.
He started stroking that finger… Slowly he inserted the second one… the third one… And now, he was trying to put the fourth.
“Aaaaah, ohhhh,” I moaned.
“Your hole has a lot of space in there,” Rohit said as his fourth finger went in. His four fingers were in, and he was grabbing my ass with his thumb. He leaned on my back, gave me a kiss on my neck, and started dry humping. I could feel his embrace from behind. I could feel his dick rubbing against my ass. Fuck, this was so hot! I couldn’t wait any longer…
“Fuck me,” I whispered.
“Are you sure?” he asked.
“Yes… Just put it in already.”
Rohit pulled his fingers out of my ass. He had made my hole wide open with such intense fingering. He put some more moisturizer on his dick and started rubbing it on my hole. I suddenly felt this nervousness thinking about his size. He made me turn over, leaned closer to my face, kissed me, and said, “You need to relax, babe.” That was all the assurance I needed. I kept staring into his eyes as his dick made its way into my hole. He slowly started inserting it.
“Uhhhh, it is so big.”
“Calm down, babe… I know you can take it.
“Oh my god!!” I squirmed as his dick fully entered my guts. Rohit leaned over to comfort me. He took me in a tight embrace and stayed like that for a few seconds as the pain faded. As soon as I relaxed, he started thrusting his dick in with full force. I could literally feel the shape of his dick entering and leaving my hole.
“Fuck Neel… This feels so good,” Rohan said while giving deep strokes.
He pulled out… He was again close to cumming but didn’t want it to end just yet. Sweat was rolling down his muscular body. I got up from the sofa, made him sit down, and climbed on top of him.
“You want to ride it?” He asked
“Of course,” I said as I sat on his dick.
This time the dick went even deeper inside. I started riding it. It was the most amazing feeling ever. His dick was hitting my spot so well that I couldn’t control it anymore. I kissed him as his dick was finding deeper and deeper areas of my hole.
“Rohit… I want to cum,” I whispered while kissing him. I hadn’t even finished that sentence, and a huge load erupted from my dick all over his muscular chest. I was feeling like I was transported to another planet.
“My turn now, babe.” Rohit said
He held my legs, made me stay in that riding position, and started fucking me faster and harder than before.
“Aaaaah, fuck, fuck, fuck.” I kept squirming.
I could sense Rohit getting tenser. He was close. But I didn’t want him to pull out even now. So just as he is reaching his climax, I take control again and start riding hard.
“Babe, you are making me cum! Fuck.” Rohit moaned.
“Oh fuck,” he almost screamed as he shot his load deep inside my ass.
We hugged each other again. As he pulled out his dick, I could feel my hole dripping with his cum.
“That was mind-blowing,” I said as I kissed him.
Soon after we both came, Rohit got up and left to clean. He went to the bathroom and wore his clothes in the bathroom itself. And then, he directly went back to the bedroom to sleep.
“Wtf! … He just went back like nothing happened! At least he could’ve talked a little. What a jerk!” I thought to myself.
I was pretty pissed about how things ended. This is not how anyone should treat anyone after a hookup. I checked my phone for time again. It was almost 5 AM. Given we all had a plan to go out for breakfast the next morning, I decided to just not pay it any mind. I cleaned up because had to clean the floor since my ass was dripping with Rohit’s load and went to sleep.
The next morning was also strange. Rohit wouldn’t even make eye contact with me. I wasn’t expecting that he’d tell everyone about what we did… I get it… a straight guy would want to keep his gay hookup a secret. But there was no need to be this cold! It was just rude.
We all went for breakfast. Rohit purposely sat away from me; didn’t talk to me at all. I was also pissed, so I didn’t make an effort to talk to him. We had breakfast, and Rohit took everyone’s leave. He had a flight to catch to go back to Chennai. I came home afterward, trying not to think about what happened. The more I thought, the more pissed I got. Late that night, I got a DM request on Instagram from an unknown profile. Oh… it was Rohit!
“Hi bro, this is Rohit.” His DM read. I fully ignored it. After some time, he messaged again.
“I wanted to apologize.”
Oh… so he knew it was shitty to behave the way he did. I was okay to accept an apology.
“Go on,” I replied.
“I feel like I have used you. Sorry for that,” he said.
Wait, what? Not what I was expecting him to say in his apology. But I wanted to see where this goes. I purposely left him on seen. After a few more minutes, he messaged again.
“Sorry babe, talk to me please.”
“What happened? Just explain yourself,” I replied.
“I knew you’d respond to ‘babe’. Actually, while you were flirting with me last night, I was flirting with someone else in that group.”
“Really? Who?”
“Sahil’s colleague, Isha. Actually, we had met once before when she had come to Sahil’s place after work earlier that week. In fact, the reason I asked for this house party was so that I could get to hang out with her.”
Wow… I was so drunk that night and so focused on Rohit, I hadn’t noticed this at all!
“Then what happened?” I asked.
“I tried flirting with her. But she wasn’t into me as much. I backed off, but it made the vibe between us very awkward. I think that might be the reason why she called it a night early and went to sleep.”
This was all news to me.
“And then what?” I asked.
“Then when I got up to have water, I saw you. At first, I really only wanted to have drinks with you. But I remembered all the things you were saying. So I thought, if you are down for it, I could get a blowjob from you.”
“Well… we did a lot more than just BJ,” I replied.
“Yeah! That’s what surprised me. As we got into the flow, I didn’t expect to enjoy it so much. I wasn’t thinking much while it was happening. But as soon as we finished, I started feeling like, ‘WTF did I just do?’ That’s why I went to the room so quickly.”
“Yeah, that was very rude,” I replied.
“I know, babe… I don’t have any excuse. But it was very confusing. Even the next morning when I saw you, I got turned on again. It confused me even more. So, it was just better for me to avoid you.”
“Confused as in?”
“As in I don’t think I’m gay. But I enjoyed this so much! I don’t know what to make of it.”
After reading all of this, it was making a lot more sense now. I get why he acted that way. I didn’t want to alienate him by staying pissed. Besides, I really hoped it could happen again.
“It’s ok… I understand now. Don’t be too hard on yourself. Just one experience with a guy doesn’t make you gay. You are maybe bi; who knows? Gay-bi is just a label,” I replied.
“Thanks, babe… I may not call you babe again, though.… Let’s just stay friends. Agreed?”
“Yes, I’m ok with that.” Our chat ended.
He said, “Let’s just stay friends.” We did stay friends, but friends with benefits. After that day, Rohit has visited Mumbai twice. The first time we met after that, it was supposed to be just for coffee. But the sexual tension between us was so much, he ended up booking a hotel room for us and fucked me again. The second time he came back, he didn’t stay at Ankit’s place. He booked a hotel room directly, called me over, and we did it for the third time. But a wilder experience was waiting for us the fourth time. That’s a story for another day.