Tumhe jo karna hai tum kar sakte ho. Bas mujhe judge nahi kar sakte. Agar meri jagah khud ko rakh ke sochoge tabhi samjhoge.
Shabana aunty ki awaz mere kaano mein goonj rahi thi. Saamne se aisa mauka khud chal ke aa raha hai aur tu usey thukra raha hai?! Arabon ki company ki maalkin. Aisa ohda jo bees saal is company mein naukari kar ke bhi milna mushkil hai.
Aisa mauka sun kar jaha kuch minute pehle mujhe vishwas nahi ho raha tha. Naasamajhi mein uski keemat dene se inkaar kar ab mere pachhtaave ki koi seema nahi reh gayi thi.
Mera dil mujhe gaaliyan de raha tha. Main jaanta tha aisa mauka zindagi baar-baar nahi deti. Par kya ab ye mauka mere paas bacha bhi tha? Kya aunty ab mujhe sweekaar karengi?
Isi kash-ma-kash mein main kab ghar pahuch gaya pata nahi lga. Party se pehle thoda araam karne ke iraade se main apne room mein jaise hi leta meri aakh lag gayi.
Shaam apne poore shabaab mein thi. Log khaane ke saath khoob thahaake laga rahe the. Party mein pahuchne mein mujhe der ho gayi thi. Maa-baba aur chacha-chachi ke beech baithi, Shabana aunty ko dekh ke na jaane mere kitne prashno ke uttar mil gaye. Ab mujhe saare jawab ek saath mil jaane vaale the.
Main kuch starters le kar apni family ke paas aaya jahan Baba aunty ko mere bachpan ki kuch sharaaratein samjha rahe the. Mujhe dekh kar aunty ne kuch comment kiya jo sab sun kar hansne lage.
Ye dekh kar meri himmat aur badh gayi. Ab bas mujhe mauke ka intezar tha. Mauka aya. Maine baaton-baaton mein sabko aunty ke offer ke baare mein bataaya. Sab bataya, lekin unki lagaayi hui condition nahi bataayi.
Apne bete ke liye itna achha mauka paa ke meri maa ke aakho mein aansu aa gaye. Baba bhi bhaavuk ho gaye aur Shabana aunty ko bahut shukriya kiya. Unki bhaavnaao ko aunty ne bhi bahut saralta se sweekar kiya aur meri tareefon ke pul baandh diye.
Thodi hi der mein Shabana aunty ne ab vida lene ki baat kari. Meri maa ne khane ko rukne ke liye unse zid kari tab unhone bataya ki der raat ho jaayegi to unhe akele jaane mein darr lagega. Kyuki unka farmhouse vahan se kareeb do ghante ki doori pe tha.
Maa ne mujhe ghoorte hue kaha ki khaana-peena hone ke baad main khud aunty ko unke farmhouse chhor ke aaun. Thodi na-nukur ke baad aunty ne bhi unki baat maan li.
Shabana aunty ki baaton se saaf ho gaya tha ki ab hum dono hi is naye rishte ko apna chuke the. Baaki ki shaam jab bhi humaari nazarein milti, mere dil mein kuch-kuch hota. Aaj raat aur kya-kya ranng dikhane vaali thi…
Humein nikle 5-minute hue the. Mahol halka rakhne ke liye maine gaane laga diye the. Fir bhi mera seene mein dhak-dhak ho rahi thi.
“Nervous lag rahe ho. Ho na?”
Unke khule baal hawa se ud kar unke chehre pe aa rahe the. “Chinta mat karo.. Tumne bilkul sahi decision liya hai” Aunty ne mere baazuon mein apne komal haath fer kar mujhe relax karne ki koshish kari.
Humein farmhouse pohochte 1 baj gaye the. Maine kab gaadi park ki aur kab Shabana aunty ke sath andar pahuch gaya pata hi nahi chala. Mere dimaag ko kuch soojh nahi raha tha. Ki tabhi aunty mein mujhe niche vaala kamra dikhaya.
“Beta yaha araam kar lena. Itni raat ko vapas jaana safe nahi hai.” Confusion mein mere samajh mein nahi aa raha tha ki mai kya karu. Mera dil-dimaag sab keh raha tha ki unke raseele badan ke upar toot padu. Par himmat nahi ho rahi thi.
“Aunty,” maine himmat jutaai. Lekin jaise hi woh ruki aur mujhe dekhi, meri himmat fir se fuss ho gayi.
“Main poora mann laga ke kaam karunga. Aur company ko bahut profitable bana dunga.” Isse zyada kuch kehne ka boota meri gaand mein nahi tha. Ek halki si smile de kar aunty chali gayi.
Idhar mujhe neend aana to dur, mujhse ek jagah baitha bhi nahi jaa raha tha. Aisa kaatil maal mujhe duniya se door, andheri raat mein laaya hai chudne ke liye. Aur main hu ki himmat bhi nahi jutaa paaya.
Tabhi mere kamre ka darwaza khula. Shabana aunty kisi hoor se kum nahi lag rahi thi. Vo ek purple color ke satin gown mein thi. Party vaala makeup, khule baal aur chehre pe jaise janamon ki chudaas chhupaai thi. Aaah.
Maine aage badh ke aunty ko apni baahon mein bhar liya. Aunty ne apne hoth mere hothon par rakh diye aur main unke muh ke ras ka paan karne laga. Main freeze ho chuka tha, mera badan jaise but ban gaya tha.
“Mere paas aao…” aunty ne pyaar se puchkaara.
“Aunty…”
“Main tumhe acchi nahi lagti?” Aunty ne mere gaalon ko sehlaate hue poocha.
“Bahot”
“Fir? Mujhse itna darr kyu rahe ho?” Unki saanso ki khushbu. Unki choodiyon ki chhan-chann. Mujhe uttejit kar rahi thi.
“Nahi…” Maine apne hotho ko bheench kar nervousness chhupaane ki koshish kari.
Ha ha ha, kar ke Shabana aunty ne aakh maar ke mujhe chidaya. Aunty ke hoth mote-mote the aur sundar lagte the. Laal-laal hothon ke beech moti jaise daant aur uspar unki bachho jaisi maasumiyat.
Shabana aunty mein ek raeesiyat dikhti thi. Aunty ka kad mujhse thoda hi kum tha, kareeb 5’5″. Unke reshmi baal kandhe ke upar bade kareene se baithe the. Apne abbu ki karodon ki sampatti ke alawa woh ek gathe hue jism ki bhi maalkin thi.
Badami dudh jaisa gora rang aur uspar chaand jaisi sharmeeli chamak. Picture ki abhinetriyon mein bhi woh sundarta nahi dikhti jo aisi khaandani auraton ke chehre ki chamak aur kamar ki lachak mein dikhti hai.
Aesi sundar aurat ke itne kareeb, meri saanse thamne ka naam nahi le rahi thi. Aunty ke thehraaon ne mujhe heartfail se bacha rakha tha. Sofe par baithi aunty kahin ki mallika lag rahi thi.
“Kaisa lagi tumhe ye jagah?”
“Achhi hai, kaafi khubsoorat hai.”
“Hmmm…? comfortable rahoge tum yaha.”
Maine unki ore dekha. Aunty Ne seriously kaha: “Main chahti hu tum yahi shift ho jao. Aur jab bhi time mile yahi aa ke raha karo. Woh kya hai ki yaha dur-dur tak koi nahi rehta. Meri cheekhein kisi ke kaano mein nahi jaani chahiye.”
Ye sun ke maine muskura ke sir jhuka liya. Aunty ne haste hue apna haath meri ore uthaya: “Arey, tum to sharma gaye.” Aage badh kar main unke haath ko apne hotho ke paas laya aur pyaar se do teen kiss diye.
Mere chehre ko aunty ne apne haath se puchkaara “Itna pyaar doongi tumhe ki saari sharam bhool jaoge.” Maine unke paeron ke paas zameen mein hi baith ke unke dono haathon ko apne haathon mein le liye. Aur unko apne chumban se sajaa diya.
Ab Shabana aunty kabhi mere gaalon ko sehlaati to kabhi gardan ko chooti.
“Aaj ki raat main tumko apna bana loongi. Uske baad tumhe zindagi mein kabhi kisi cheez ki chinta nahi karni padegi.”
Shabana aunty ke paas se madhosh karne vaali ek khushbu aa rahi thi. Unke naazuk haath jahan mujhe chhoot mujhe thandak ka ehsas karaate. Vahin unki gori-gori kalaaiyan aur nasheeli aakhon ko dekh kar mere badan mein aag lag rahi thi.
Meri aakhein gown ke andar se jhaank rahe unke bengani bra ko dekh rahi thi. Aur mera dil us bra ke andar chhupi raseele choochiyon ki kalpana se lalcha raha tha. Aunty ke pet par apna sar rakhe, main unke talve ko apne dono haathon se dabaa raha tha.
Wahin aunty, mere shirt ke andar meri chhati ko maano dono haathon se goonth rahi thi. Meri naak mein Shabana aunty ki choot se uth ti mehek, mujhe madhosh bana rahi thi. Mera sar maano unki choot ki taraf khicha chala jaa raha tha.
Aunty ne pyaar se mere sar ko niche dhakelte hue, ek taang upar kari. Aur mere kandhe par rakh kar baith gayi. Meri naak unki choot par dabi thi. Unki panty se risti hui geeli choot ki saari mehek ab main soongh raha tha. Mere dono haath unki doodhiya jaanghon ko sehla rahe the.
Shabana aunty ki choot ki khushbu paa kar meri pyaas badh rahi thi. Aur unki panty maano us choot ka raspaan karne se rok kar mujh par hass rahi thi. Aunty ne uth kar ek pal to meri ore palat kar dekha.
“Pehla mauka tumhara.”
Fir ghum kar gown uthaya. Aur panty nikaal di.
“Jo karna hai kar lo. Uske baad meri baari hogi.”
Keh kar woh bistar par let gayi. Aunty mujhe ek tak dekh rahi thi. Lekin pal bhar ka jo nazaara mujhe unke koolhon ka mila, vahi nazara do pal to mere saamne chhaaya raha.
Lekin apne saamne leti chaalis varsheeya is sundari ko koi kitni der bhula sakta tha. Mera muh aunty ki jaanghon ke beech kho gaya tha. Naak sahit mera aadha chehra unki choot ke ras se sarabor tha.
Aisa namkeen sharbat jisme choot ki nasheeli khushbu ke sath moot ki namkeen mehek ghuli thi. Choot ke aas-paas ek baal nahi tha. Mere hoth jab choot ke hothon ko choomne se fursat paate, jeebh choot ki gehraaiyon mein shehed dhoondne ghus jaati.
Jeebh thak jaati to hoth choot ke agal-bagal sab taraf choomne lag jaati. Ghoomte-ghoomte mera muh Shabana aunty ke gaand ke chhed ko chakhne laga.
Ek pal ko maine ruka. Ishara paa kar aunty ghoom gayi. Kutiya ban kar gaand mujhe saump di. Us gaand mein maano andar se malaai bhari aur bahar se makhkhan laga ho. Unke dono nitambhon ko maine apne haatho se pyaar kiya.
Meri jeebh fir unko chaate hue aunty ke pichwade ke chhed par pahuchi. Paseene aur choot ke ras se chhed bahut geela. Jaise-jaise mere muh ne us chhed ko pyaar karna shuru kiya, dheere-dheere aunty madhoshi mein karaahne lagi.
Mera aur Shabana aunty ki gaand ka prem prasang kaafi der tak chalta raha. Ek haath ke anguthe ko main bich-bich mein jab unki gaand mein ghusaata. Dusra haath mera, aunty ki choot se khel raha tha jiska ras. Unki jaanghon se hota hua, bistar ko geela kar chuka tha.
Mera dil itni tez kabhi nahi dhadka tha. Mera badan paseene se itna kabhi nahi bheega tha. Main khud ko sukh ki charam seema par mehsoos kar raha tha. Aur aunty ki gaand ko chaat-te chaat-te mere lund ne bhi dhaar chhor di.
Main bistar par gir pada aur dhaar par dhaar chor ka us charam sukh mein doob gaya. Aunty ne apne hath ko mere baalo mein daal ke mere sar ko thodi der sehlaya. Jab main thanda hua to maine sar uthaya.
Aunty mujhe hi dekh rahi thi. Meri nazarein paa kar pyaar se muskurayi.
“Hota hai. Pehli baar hota hai.” Mere maathe ko chooma. Utha kar gown daal kar hall ki ore chali gayi. Unke jaane ke baad mujhe thodi sharam aane lagi.
Aunty ki baat ko yaad kar ke apne mann ko maine tasalli di. Paseene se meri shirt poori bheeg chuki thi. AC ki vajah se geele kapdon mein ab aur thand lag rahi thi. Chaddhi chhor kar maine sab utaar diya. Aur fir piche ke darwaze se garden mein nikal aaya.
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